I feel so trapped in my head sometimes. I don’t know why I get so nervous around like-minded people. Saying that I have social-anxiety is kind of an understatement. And while it’s so rewarding to push myself out of the house and finally go hang out with someone who I’ve been meaning to see for a while, I’m always like kicking myself for things I should have done or said differently. Why can’t I just be… whatever. Instead of up tight and over-analyzing every little thing. I hope Liam doesn’t inherit this defect from me.